吃不消。工作量多得不能再忍受。
每天都有做不完的工作,但明日的報紙依然要繼續發行,被迫在八小時之內做完本應二十小時才可完成的工作,每天如是,寫三、四千字是閒事,還得處理其他同事的稿件,再加上一些瑣碎而必須的工序,之後,尚要處理無聊的辦公室政治,下班時,整個人像被淘空了似的,沉重而空洞的腦袋,卻甚麼都放不下,究竟發生了什麼事?
音樂成為避難所。跟同事道別之後,立刻套上耳筒,完全投入歌曲虛擬的世界,忘卻所有煩惱。
音樂治療的確很有效,耳筒傳來Coldplay的〈Fix You〉,聽著聽著,心情才好多了,否則今夜不會有興緻來這裡寫下這堆文字。
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse?
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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